Jun 3 09

Share: Intimacy with a Father

by Andrew

I read this at the Faithwalkers Journal and had to share it here. So good!

Intimacy with a Father-Part I - Wednesday June 03, 2009
by Rob Gerber

O my God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you; my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you; in a dry and thirsty land where there is no water. Psalm 63:1

When you think of God, you have to think of Him as a God who is passionate about you. He is a father, a friend, a lover, and one who “gently leads those who have young” (Isaiah 40:11 NIV)—He very personally cares for you.

Your father may not have been like this. But you must believe that God reciprocates your desire for intimacy. If you doubt or forget His love, you’ll experience bitterness and despondency. So you need to drive the truths about God’s love for you into your soul. In my early days I listened to certain talks about God over and over on my walkman as I hiked to class each day at the university. For you it might be listening to Faithwalkers talks on an MP3. But you have to do it until these truths take root in your heart.

Do you actually believe that God desires intimacy with you? He is jealous for you like a lover—He wants your heart for Himself. His command is: “… you shall worship no other god, for the Lord, whose name is Jealous, is a jealous God” (Exodus 34:14). God wants you for His own! Jesus, looking over Jerusalem, said, “… how often I have longed to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, but you were not willing” (Luke 13:34 NIV). His fatherly tenderness and desire to protect are so evident here. And what does he say to his friends when he knows it is His last evening with them? “I have eagerly desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer” (Luke 22:15 NIV). He longed for their fellowship and friendship. And this is God’s heart toward you!

Jun 1 09

Refocus

by Andrew

Every once in a while, I have these moments where the intellectual ground that I have been standing on begins to shake a little bit. Not that it crumbles, but that it makes me question whether or not I’m standing in the right spot. This weekend, I sort of had one of those experiences. I don’t know the best way to explain it, but I feel that it’s so important that I want to try. Here it goes.

As a Christian, I am well aware that “Jesus died for my sins.” We hear or say that very frequently. I know that Ephesians 2:8 says we’ve been saved by Grace not by our own works. Despite of these things, I know I often find myself striving to achieve some level of righteousness on my own, messing up and failing, then trying to figure out how I can make myself better so that I won’t feel so miserable. When I hear sermons or read the Bible, a lot of the time in my mind I’m constructing a new to do list—appending the laundry list of things in my head that I have to work harder at achieving.

In Galatians 5 Paul writes, “It is for freedom that Christ has set us free,” but the life I live a lot of the time feels more like slavery than freedom. Honestly, I frequently find myself just not wanting to try any more. There are verses like Psalm 63:3 that says God’s love is better than life and Philippians 4:4 that says, “Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, Rejoice.” I hear those verses and I think better than life? I can’t see it. Rejoice? Why? I begin wondering if I’m missing something. If God’s so good, why do I feel like this? It doesn’t seem right.

Well, in talking with a friend over the weekend, I’ve been reminded of a really important truth: Jesus died for our sin! Yeah, nothing new, but really think about it. He died for all of them for all time. We are no longer obligated to try harder—we are already right with God. Now, it sounds blasphemous, but the reality is we don’t any longer even have a responsibility to try to be righteous. Jesus has already made us righteous. 2 Corinthians 5:21 says, “For our sake he made him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.” God has made us to be his righteousness by having Jesus Christ die for us.

So, what does this really mean? Well, it means one thing primarily in my thinking. If Jesus has died to make me right with God, I no longer have to worry about being right with God. My concern now is simply to enjoy my right standing with God. He made me and loves me and I want to discover the good life he has for me.

What does it not mean? It doesn’t mean that we just forget trying to live righteously. We still ought to live righteously, but not because we have to, but because when we do we will experience God’s goodness to the fullest degree.

In light of this, I am going to begin taking a new direction on this web log. Instead of writing about ways to try harder, I will now simply reflect on God’s goodness. I will attempt to praise God here by talking about all the ways I can see and discover God’s blessing in my life.

If this strikes a chord with you, try this today: take 3 minutes and for those three minutes, just try to be thankful for stuff. Don’t be fake or over spiritualize it. Thank God for the things you are really thankful for. If you’re thankful for good coffee, tell God. If you’re thankful for a fun experience you’ve had or are looking forward to, thank Him for it. If you’re thankful for your good looks, thank him for it. Whatever He’s given you, give God glory by just recognizing it as coming from Him and enjoy it!

God’s good today.

May 28 09

Theme Song

by Andrew

Today, over lunch, I took a little drive to collect my thoughts and get some lunch. I popped in a CD that I really enjoy: Sara Groves - Add to the Beauty. I’ve listened to the CD a lot and now don’t always pay that much attention to the words. This time, though, for some reason I really listened.

As I heard the words to this song, I guess, I was really touched. This is totally the attitude and motivation I have sometimes and want to have all the time.

Take a listen. Song: “Loving a Person”